I am beyond disappointed. No, I am angry. The docs have convinced me that this a matter of life and death at this point. They have officially terrified me into treatment and now I can't get it. Well I can get it I just have to shell out about $200 a week. Maybe for some that's not a lot of money but for me it is hefty. I feel like screaming or throwing something. I feel to upset to even type anything creative. The worst part is feeling like this and having no one to talk to.